抉.择

在这里两年多了...
在这公司也是两年多了...
对这份工作又爱又恨...
爱是因为真的可以学很多东西...
恨是因为它占据我很多的时间...
姐已经狠下心离开这公司了...
而我...
依然犹豫...
面临抉择总是困难的...
最近，公司很“幸运”的被政府部门抽中了...
他们将在一个月后来查考我们的工作...
虽然，要从新看过这两年来所做过的案子很吃力也很累...
但是，它让我有不一样的体验...
到底该继续还是放弃呢??
真的好难选哦...

喜事

我的好朋友-Michael终于和淑真在一起啦...
真替他们开心哦...
起初知道消息时有一点怀疑...
但是，很多人确认后肯定是真的啦...
我想现在全班的朋友都替他们开心啦...
单身的剩下不多了...
我也得赶快赶上进度才行...哈哈...
希望美菱也一样哦...
我们一起加油!!! :)

噩耗

两个小时前，从大佬那里得知一则噩耗...
我的ex-housemate的女友去世了...
而且，还要是在情人节当天...
可怜的他...
真的难以想象昨天的他是什么样的心情...
每个人和自己的另一半开开心心的渡过...
他却...哎～
虽然，我们与他的女友不熟悉...
但是，听到消息后依然难过...
没想到一个多月前的见面是第一次也是最后一次了...
希望她能一路好走...
我也希望他能坚强的走下去...
我也希望group 6的朋友们都健康快乐...
我希望我们还有很多个十年继续相聚...
我希望大家能珍惜身边的每个人...
我们不知道下一秒会发生什么事...
今晚，大家都很低落...
大家在各分东西一起难过...
我也一一打给想念的人...
妈咪，洁芯，美菱，Michael...
很久没和几位好友说话了...
尤其是洁芯...
好怀念以前住在一起的日子...
还要一个很想念，但却没有勇气告诉他的人...
希望你一切安好...
看来今晚是没心情工作了...
我的办工桌就快被堆积如山的工作给淹没了...
也不知道自己在拼什么...
又开始失去自我了...哎～
好啦，不写了...
不知道何时有心情再上来这里...

情人节快乐!!

祝亲爱的朋友们，情人节快乐!!!
感谢老天爷让我在今天不会感觉孤单...
虽然没有另一半，但我还有老姐 :)
看见朋友们一一post上收到情人节礼物的照片，我也被感染到他们的喜悦...
想念曾经与你一起渡过的情人节...
那些回忆依然存在心里的某个角落...
昨天收到了一份不完美的情人节礼物...
但是，我不会放弃的...
又不是不曾失败过...
所以，不可以那么容易气馁...
没有付出是不会修成正果的...
加油，加油，加油!!!
最后，愿大家每天都能幸福快乐 ;)

Self-assessment

I was given a self-assessment form to fill up by my boss...
The first thing in my mind is "oh..I hate to fill up all these things"
But, I have no choice...
I can only follow the instructions...sigh~
Want me to think about my strength & weaknesses are really hard...
Suddenly feel very stress when they expected high on me...
I know that in corporate field, when your boss is expected higher on you, it means that you are capable...
In fact, I know I'm not...
I'm still lackof confidence towards myself...
I'm still lack of knowledge in audit...
What I can do is only try my very best to complete my task...

老毛病～

最近...
不知怎么搞的...
胃病频频再犯...
一波未平，一波又起...
一个多月前，小腿不知怎么的...
忽然很痒...
之后，起了很多小红点...
这些小红点一点都不起眼...
但，它们就是可以影响到我的情绪...
造成我好大的困扰...哎～
怎么感觉上流年不利呢...

久违了

好久都没来这里了...
今天，不开心...
不断安慰自己...
不要去在意...
也许，不是在说你...
可是，大脑却控制不住...
我...是那么惹人厌吗??
我自认没得罪过你...
你到底不爽什么???
我需要勇气...
我需要坚强...
我需要力量向前走...
我很想磨练自己到可以不在乎这些...
希望...我可以...

累~

现在，我只想用这个字来形容...
我好累哦!!!
不过，我要撑下去...
就快到岸了...
我一直很想抽时间上来这里...
但，每天早出晚归...
就连周末还是环绕着工作...
2个月前，我开始迷失自己...
每天反复问自己...
这是我要的吗??
我真的适合这份工作吗??
每天憋在心里，找不到任何一个人来倾述...
一方面是因为在工作上遇到瓶颈了...
第一次遇见从来没碰过的领域...
没有人的指导下，我逐渐沉入大海...
在我很想放弃时，还好有人及时拉我一把...
我还因为这几个案子偷偷的哭...
还好，一切即将结束...
那位好心人劝我说...
这是过渡期...
这是学习中必经的过程...
Leng，谢谢你哦!!!
我也在另一位朋友的facebook看到一句话"当你想放弃时，请回想自己当初的坚持"...
希望接下来会是好的...
加油!!! ；）

I'm back~

I'm back...
It's been half year I never update my blog...
I was busy adapting my life here...haha:p
Time really flies...
It's already end of March...
Our peak period is getting slow down...
This is my first peak period...
Nice experience though it's really busy and tiring...
Sometimes will feel stress as well due to pack schedule...
Luckily, I have lovely colleagues...
They help me when I met problems...
They cheer me up when I feel down...
It's really nice to know them...
The only thing I feel very bad is I made a big mistake yesterday...
I feel very guilty...
I took that as my lesson and will not make it again...
Rachel told me not to blame myself...
But, if I didn't make the mistake, it wouldn't be like that...sigh...
Never mind, what is over already over...
I can't rewind the time...
I can only learn from mistake...
Not to do again!!!
Will having crab meal with them tonight...
I'm craving for crab for a long time already...Hehe:p
I hope everyone enjoy tonight...
Relax ourselves in the middle of this busy period ;)

Life in Singapore~

Oppss...
It has been 2 months since the last update...
I'm in Singapore for 1 month plus already...
I'm also started to work for 3 weeks already...
I like this place very much...
I like my working place as well...
My colleagues are very nice & funny also...
Too bad I just get to know my senior for only few weeks, then he is leaving the company already...
Although we know for each other for not long...
But, he is willing to teach & share his experience to me...
His encouragement also works well towards me...
Wish him all the best in his new company...
I believe he can survive well there...Haha:p
I have been to client's place to audit for the past whole week...
It's a nice experience actually...
First time going out to audit for alone...
When I work in previous company, we will never go out alone for audit...
But here is different...
Usually, we have to handle a case by our own...
When I went there to audit, I get to know the accounts clerk for that company...
She also share her experience to me...
She also told me not to scare to face everything...
At first when I started to work, I feel quite scare & not confident on myself...
After both of them encourage me, I feel better now...
At least I started to get back my confident...
Although I know that I still have a lot to catch up with...
Anyway, I'm really happy to know them...
I'm also appreciate what they have share to me...=)