Self-assessment

I was given a self-assessment form to fill up by my boss...
The first thing in my mind is "oh..I hate to fill up all these things"
But, I have no choice...
I can only follow the instructions...sigh~
Want me to think about my strength & weaknesses are really hard...
Suddenly feel very stress when they expected high on me...
I know that in corporate field, when your boss is expected higher on you, it means that you are capable...
In fact, I know I'm not...
I'm still lackof confidence towards myself...
I'm still lack of knowledge in audit...
What I can do is only try my very best to complete my task...

老毛病～

最近...
不知怎么搞的...
胃病频频再犯...
一波未平，一波又起...
一个多月前，小腿不知怎么的...
忽然很痒...
之后，起了很多小红点...
这些小红点一点都不起眼...
但，它们就是可以影响到我的情绪...
造成我好大的困扰...哎～
怎么感觉上流年不利呢...

久违了

好久都没来这里了...
今天，不开心...
不断安慰自己...
不要去在意...
也许，不是在说你...
可是，大脑却控制不住...
我...是那么惹人厌吗??
我自认没得罪过你...
你到底不爽什么???
我需要勇气...
我需要坚强...
我需要力量向前走...
我很想磨练自己到可以不在乎这些...
希望...我可以...