Uncertainty

Lately, my heart full of uncertainty...
I know that you are very busy...
But, can u reply my sms & don't make me worry...
I also forget how many times that i had told you if your phone is out of credit, please tell me before that...
Seems like you will never take my words in heart...
You always make the same things again & again...
When i'm angry, you will only say sorry...
Can't you just keep my words in mind & don't do the same things to me again & again??
Sometimes, i'm also tired to keep on repeating...
Do you know that??If you never reply my sms, i will worry about you!!
You make can't sleep well in the middle of the night for several times...
You even make me cry without reasons in the middle of the night for several times...
I think to give up everything & ignore everything for a several times before...
But, until the end, i cancel off what i'm thinking...
Because i'm really love you & care for you!!!

Memorable & Enjoyable Trip

Back to home for 2 days already...
Finally, i can online & blog...
I'm really no regret to join my friends for the Pangkor trip...
It was really a memorable & enjoyable trip...
We are taking care with each other...
We also went to 1 of our friend's house at Pantai Remis after came out from Pangkor...
But, that is 1 thing that make me scare & cry...Hehe:p
That is when i fall into the sea & can't climb back to the boat while we are playing the "banana boat"...
Luckily Lee Kwong have enough energy to carry all the girls back to the boat...
At that night, 10 of us lying down at the seaside & look up the sky...
The scene is very very nice & the sky is full of star...
I don't feel so relax for a very long time already...
We went to waterfall on the other day when we went to 1 of our friend's house...
Really very long time didn't go to such a natural place already...
When stay in KL, we always went to shopping only...
When come back KT, i also stay at home only...
I will always remember the happy time with them...
I really hope that can join them to another place next time...

Pangkor Trip

Finally, finish exam already...
Few more hours later I want to go Pangkor Island with my friends...
I have not been to a vacation for few years already...
I think the last time for vacation is 5 or 6 years ago...
This is the first time i go to an island...
Although there are a few islands in Terengganu but i never been to any of them before...
I also forget that how many years i have not step on the beach...
I hope this trip will be an enjoyable & memorable one...
This is the first time i join them for a vacation...
May be will be the last time as well...
Hope can blog again after back to home...

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜...

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

Happy Moon Cake Festival!!

Nice shot! Pouring tea~

Lantern on the tree...

Me~with the lantern...

We are drinking tea & eating moon cake...

Nice view!!

Last night we are gathering at downstairs of the condo where i stay to celebrate moon cake festival...
Few of us can't back home & celebrate...
Therefore, we are having this gathering...
Last year we are also like that...
But, this year have less people...
Some of them doing revision...
Some of them out with boy friend...
Some of them already back home...
So, left out around 10 of us that gather together...
We are trying to relax ourselves...
We sit beside swimming pool & chat for around 3 hours...
This is the last year to celebrate with them...
Next year, everyone will be at different place already...

Don't Want to fall sick!!!

Gosh...
1 more signal of getting sick==>flu...
Oh GOD, please bless me...
I really don't want fall sick...
I still have 2 more papers to go...
I thought that yesterday drink barli should be ok already...
But, seems like today become more worst...
Why at this moment only get sick?
Yesterday also waste a lot of energy to memorise the theories...
I still have one subject that need to memorise...
I don't want to get sick!!!!
Pray hard for this semester that i will pass all of the subjects...

Signal of Sick

I really don't know i can't have a nice sleep for how many nights already...
Therefore, now all the signals of sick are coming towards me...
Headache, sore throat...
I can't fall sick on this moment...
I still have 3 more papers to go...
The paper yesterday really make me down...
I really feel like crying after exam...
Tell few people about my feelings...
But, nobody really understand...
My tears keep on surround my eyes but it does not drop...
I really don't have mood to memorize for the next subject...
Then, i force myself to read through...
After that, rest for awhile to catch a series...
Finally, i can cry...
I think it due to other reasons as well...
Keep on cry & cry...
After that, i really feel much more better...

T.T

Crying...T.T
Why???
Why first paper already make me down...
Every time during our exam is very very tough...
I already try my best to finish up the paper...
I really hope that it can pass...
I don't want to take supplementary paper anymore...
Daddy, please bless me...
GOD, please bless me...
Heading for next paper==> Human Resource Management on Friday afternoon...
GAMBATE!!!

Exams!!!

It's exam period again...
Struggling for this time exams...
2 calculation subjects & 2 memorizing subjects...
Just completely studying for my Accounting...
Need to do more exercise...
Still left 2 more days for my first paper...
GAMBATE!!!q(^o^)p

爱

爱~ 一个简单的字...
但，有谁真的体会它真正的含义呢？
爱，可以分很多种...
家人的爱，情人的爱，朋友的爱...
这3种爱我都体验到了...
每个人都需要别人的爱...
特别是女生...
女生都希望自己是被呵护在手心里，也希望自己被爱戴...
忽然，我想起最近看的一部电视剧里面的一句对白- 孤儿是特别渴望别人的爱
我觉得那句对白很有道理...
我曾经也是非常、非常渴望爱的女生...
我也算是半个孤儿...
曾经，我是孤单的一个...
虽然，我有3个兄弟姐妹...
但是，小时候，哥哥常爱欺负我，姐姐也常骂我...
那时候的我跟弟弟是最亲的...
弟弟是我小时候的玩伴，也是家中最能跟我聊的一个...
我还记得我曾经向我弟抱怨说为什么妈咪那么不公平的...
因为，那时候，我想做什么她都不给...
我做的一切，她都认为是错的...
那时候，我也感觉到她都不关心我...
不知道弟弟是不是把我对他讲的话去告诉我妈...
因为，之后妈咪就对我比较好了...
在加上，我常被别人排侧...
小学、中学甚至在学院的时候，都被别人排侧过...
我想我的人缘很差，常常受到别人的排侧...
小学6年级是我经历过最惨的一次...
那段日子是我的噩梦...
我还记得他们为什么排侧我...
就因为我当几年的班长，我尽我的责任，但是，大家却不认同我...
那一年，我是被全班一起排侧...
还好，当时有一位女生-秋玮站在我这边...
当时的我非常感动，也可怜那位女生被全班一起排侧...
那时候，我只是忍声吞气，自己默默的把那些事情藏在心里没说出来...
我也不知道当时的我是怎么站起来的...
直到今天为止，我的家人都不知道那些事情的存在...
不过，那一切都过去了...
现在，我和家人都相处的很好...
跟大学的朋友也算不错...
至于宝贝呢...
就如洁芯所说的...
他在我身边的时候, 我就会感觉到他很爱我...
可是，一旦他不在我身边的时候，我就一点安全感都没有啦...
不知道是不是因为之前失败的恋情搞到现在的自己缺乏安全感...
我想也可能是因为之前所经历的一切、一切吧...

了解？

昨天，洁芯问了我关于你的一个问题...
我却不知道怎么回答她...
因为，我根本不知道那一回事...
反而，她知道有那件事...
在那一刹那，我在心里问了一个问题...
我到底了解你多少呢？
那天，你跟我坦白那件事时，心里忽然沉进了谷底...
我应该高兴你对我的坦白...
可是，相反的，我想了很多...
我在想，到底还有多少关于你的事是我不知道的...
有时候，会感觉到你离我越来越远了...
不是说实际上的距离，而是心灵上的距离...
也许，这就是你之前所说的...
远距离的爱情会遇上的问题...
心情，忽然很低落...
心里，忽然有很多感触...
有时候，真的不知道该用什么心情去面对一切...