Sob Sob :'(

Daddy, u really need to bless me this time...
The Business Finance paper was so tricky...
My 25 marks already gone...
Plus the 2 other questions i also not sure whether it is correct or not...
Really sad!!
I don't want to fail!!!!!!
Sob sob :'( arrgh!!!!!!!!!!

Company Law

Hmm...
Finally, today had my first paper in the afternoon...
I don't know what will be my destiny for this paper==>Company Law
I have already answer all the questions...
Just don't know it will be correct or not...*Sigh* scaring...
Everyone that i asked also don't really know how to do it...
Daddy, you really need to bless me for this time exam!!!
I really hope that i can pass all the subjects...
Still have 4 more papers to go...
GAMBATE to me!!!!

I'm Weak

Why i'm so weak??
I feel myself so useless...
Every time when i facing some problem, the first thing will comes is my tears...
It will drops automatically...
I really not tough enough...
I must train myself!!!
I must train myself to become tougher and tougher to face all the possibilities that i might face in the future...
I can't be so weak anymore!!!
It's time for me to change...

HELP!!!

I really need help now...
Feel like nobody can helps me...
Daddy, u help me to get through this problem please...
I'm really feel helpless now...
Everyone ask me don't to think about it first...
But, the problem is after exam...
There will be semester break...
After the semester break, there will be the new semester starts again...
What am i suppose to do???
Who can help me??

Why?

Why??
Why i need to face the problem at this moment?
Is it there is no true friendship in this world??
I think now i can only trust myself...
Since after i been to university, there is nothing that goes smooth...
Is it my fate to be like that??
I really hope that can faster graduate from here...
Then, run as far as i can from here...
After this case i learn my lesson...
Don't think about it anymore...like what dear says...
Facing my final exam first...
That is more important...
I must be tough!!!!
GAMBATE!!!!!

4th month

Today is the 4th month we have been together...
4 months can be consider short but at the same time it also can be consider long...
Haha:p don't know what am i crapping...
Just have the feel to write something...
My lovely dear, i hope that our relationship can last long...
muackzzz~ Love ya!!!

To My Love One

My dear...

Thanks for sending the photo after u been there for so long...
I like the post...Hehe:p
I miss you very very much...
Make sure you keep your promise that you says will send it to me...
I want to sleep already...
Good night!!! Muackzzzz~
I LOVE YOU & MISS u a LOT~~~~~~~~~

Weird Feeling

The whole day i have a weird feeling...
I don't know is it whether i think too much or what...
I can't describe out the feelings...
It's just like i fear on something that will happen like that...
Then, whole day also feel very uncomfortable...
Until now i still feel very uncomfortable...
Don't know is it i don't have enough sleep of facing too much stress already...
Plan to go on bed early tonight...
Hope i can make it:)

Finally...

Haha:p
Finally!! There is somebody who is automatically wash the toilet...
I think the toilet has not been washing for 2 weeks since the last time that i done my duty...
I think Justin could not stand on the dirtiness of the toilet therefore he wash it...
I was wondering how could they stand on a dirty environment...
At first, i was thought of to wash it tomorrow since nobody wash it because i could not stand on dirty place especially toilet...
Since Justin had wash it then i no need to wash it already...Haha:p
After come out from home and stay outside together with others only realise that how selfish that 1 person could be...*Sigh*
This is the reality...I can do nothing...Speechless sometimes...
I just hope to quickly move out from this place...

Feeling Better

Hmm....
Feeling better today...
No more pain...
But now, feel a bit dizzy...
Next week is my final exam...
Stressing now...
Feel like a lot of things haven't finish study...
Cannot give up!!!
I must GAMBATE!!!
My mum will coming to KL tomorrow together with my sister...
But she says she won't be able to come and find me...
Sad...But never mind...
I will go back home very soon...
I miss my home so much!!!
Hope the day will come very very soon...

Moodless Day

Whole day moody because of menstrual pain...*Sigh*
Why girls should face this kind of pain??
He just called me...I just thought of need to wait till night only he will call me...
Everyday just waiting for the time passed by...
Waiting for him to call me...
1 day 1 call...
Sometimes i will purposely just to wait for him to call me and not to go and sleep although i feel sleepy...
I don't know is i'm greedy or what...
I just wish him to concern me more...
Sometimes he will tend to forget what i told him...
That will make me angry with him...
But...His memory is too bad to remember all those things...
This make me can't blame him so much as well...*Sigh*
Raining heavily now...
Raining + moody = more mood less...

Sigh...

It has been exactly 2 months he went to Singapore and work...
I really miss him a lot...
Lately i always dream about him...
May be like what people say in chinese, 日有所思、夜有所梦...Haha:p
Because of miss him so much, last Friday, i purposely went to my younger brother's house just to ask him to bring me to digital mall and buy a web cam...
Thought of want to give him surprise but his line is very bad...*Sigh*
What can i do??*Sigh*
Already separate so far but want to see each other also cannot...
Feel sad...*Sigh*

1st Blog

Hmm....
1st blog here...
Today is 14-4-2008...
Suddenly think of sign up an account here after viewing my brother friend's blog yesterday...
Still left about 1 week to go for final exam. Then, comes to the end of year 2...
Yesterday night feel very stress and had a cried in front of my room mate...
I told her that i'm really stressed up by the thesis things...
Although i will be facing it anyway but now is nearing the exam time, but we still need to do it...
Thank GOD that the supervisor cancel up the meeting this morning...
So, now i can 100% concentrate on my revisions...
I hope that this semester can get a better results...
So, i must add oil now...Haha:p