Self-assessment

I was given a self-assessment form to fill up by my boss...
The first thing in my mind is "oh..I hate to fill up all these things"
But, I have no choice...
I can only follow the instructions...sigh~
Want me to think about my strength & weaknesses are really hard...
Suddenly feel very stress when they expected high on me...
I know that in corporate field, when your boss is expected higher on you, it means that you are capable...
In fact, I know I'm not...
I'm still lackof confidence towards myself...
I'm still lack of knowledge in audit...
What I can do is only try my very best to complete my task...

老毛病～

最近...
不知怎么搞的...
胃病频频再犯...
一波未平，一波又起...
一个多月前，小腿不知怎么的...
忽然很痒...
之后，起了很多小红点...
这些小红点一点都不起眼...
但，它们就是可以影响到我的情绪...
造成我好大的困扰...哎～
怎么感觉上流年不利呢...

久违了

好久都没来这里了...
今天，不开心...
不断安慰自己...
不要去在意...
也许，不是在说你...
可是，大脑却控制不住...
我...是那么惹人厌吗??
我自认没得罪过你...
你到底不爽什么???
我需要勇气...
我需要坚强...
我需要力量向前走...
我很想磨练自己到可以不在乎这些...
希望...我可以...

累~

现在，我只想用这个字来形容...
我好累哦!!!
不过，我要撑下去...
就快到岸了...
我一直很想抽时间上来这里...
但，每天早出晚归...
就连周末还是环绕着工作...
2个月前，我开始迷失自己...
每天反复问自己...
这是我要的吗??
我真的适合这份工作吗??
每天憋在心里，找不到任何一个人来倾述...
一方面是因为在工作上遇到瓶颈了...
第一次遇见从来没碰过的领域...
没有人的指导下，我逐渐沉入大海...
在我很想放弃时，还好有人及时拉我一把...
我还因为这几个案子偷偷的哭...
还好，一切即将结束...
那位好心人劝我说...
这是过渡期...
这是学习中必经的过程...
Leng，谢谢你哦!!!
我也在另一位朋友的facebook看到一句话"当你想放弃时，请回想自己当初的坚持"...
希望接下来会是好的...
加油!!! ；）

I'm back~

I'm back...
It's been half year I never update my blog...
I was busy adapting my life here...haha:p
Time really flies...
It's already end of March...
Our peak period is getting slow down...
This is my first peak period...
Nice experience though it's really busy and tiring...
Sometimes will feel stress as well due to pack schedule...
Luckily, I have lovely colleagues...
They help me when I met problems...
They cheer me up when I feel down...
It's really nice to know them...
The only thing I feel very bad is I made a big mistake yesterday...
I feel very guilty...
I took that as my lesson and will not make it again...
Rachel told me not to blame myself...
But, if I didn't make the mistake, it wouldn't be like that...sigh...
Never mind, what is over already over...
I can't rewind the time...
I can only learn from mistake...
Not to do again!!!
Will having crab meal with them tonight...
I'm craving for crab for a long time already...Hehe:p
I hope everyone enjoy tonight...
Relax ourselves in the middle of this busy period ;)