两个小时前,从大佬那里得知一则噩耗...
我的ex-housemate的女友去世了...
而且,还要是在情人节当天...
可怜的他...
真的难以想象昨天的他是什么样的心情...
每个人和自己的另一半开开心心的渡过...
他却...哎~
虽然,我们与他的女友不熟悉...
但是,听到消息后依然难过...
没想到一个多月前的见面是第一次也是最后一次了...
希望她能一路好走...
我也希望他能坚强的走下去...
我也希望group 6的朋友们都健康快乐...
我希望我们还有很多个十年继续相聚...
我希望大家能珍惜身边的每个人...
我们不知道下一秒会发生什么事...
今晚,大家都很低落...
大家在各分东西一起难过...
我也一一打给想念的人...
妈咪,洁芯,美菱,Michael...
很久没和几位好友说话了...
尤其是洁芯...
好怀念以前住在一起的日子...
还要一个很想念,但却没有勇气告诉他的人...
希望你一切安好...
看来今晚是没心情工作了...
我的办工桌就快被堆积如山的工作给淹没了...
也不知道自己在拼什么...
又开始失去自我了...哎~
好啦,不写了...
不知道何时有心情再上来这里...
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
噩耗
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Tuesday, February 14, 2012
情人节快乐!!
祝亲爱的朋友们,情人节快乐!!!
感谢老天爷让我在今天不会感觉孤单...
虽然没有另一半,但我还有老姐 :)
看见朋友们一一post上收到情人节礼物的照片,我也被感染到他们的喜悦...
想念曾经与你一起渡过的情人节...
那些回忆依然存在心里的某个角落...
昨天收到了一份不完美的情人节礼物...
但是,我不会放弃的...
又不是不曾失败过...
所以,不可以那么容易气馁...
没有付出是不会修成正果的...
加油,加油,加油!!!
最后,愿大家每天都能幸福快乐 ;)
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Self-assessment
I was given a self-assessment form to fill up by my boss...
The first thing in my mind is "oh..I hate to fill up all these things"
But, I have no choice...
I can only follow the instructions...sigh~
Want me to think about my strength & weaknesses are really hard...
Suddenly feel very stress when they expected high on me...
I know that in corporate field, when your boss is expected higher on you, it means that you are capable...
In fact, I know I'm not...
I'm still lackof confidence towards myself...
I'm still lack of knowledge in audit...
What I can do is only try my very best to complete my task...
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Saturday, November 12, 2011
老毛病~
最近...
不知怎么搞的...
胃病频频再犯...
一波未平,一波又起...
一个多月前,小腿不知怎么的...
忽然很痒...
之后,起了很多小红点...
这些小红点一点都不起眼...
但,它们就是可以影响到我的情绪...
造成我好大的困扰...哎~
怎么感觉上流年不利呢...
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Thursday, November 10, 2011
久违了
好久都没来这里了...
今天,不开心...
不断安慰自己...
不要去在意...
也许,不是在说你...
可是,大脑却控制不住...
我...是那么惹人厌吗??
我自认没得罪过你...
你到底不爽什么???
我需要勇气...
我需要坚强...
我需要力量向前走...
我很想磨练自己到可以不在乎这些...
希望...我可以...
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Sunday, May 22, 2011
累~
现在,我只想用这个字来形容...
我好累哦!!!
不过,我要撑下去...
就快到岸了...
我一直很想抽时间上来这里...
但,每天早出晚归...
就连周末还是环绕着工作...
2个月前,我开始迷失自己...
每天反复问自己...
这是我要的吗??
我真的适合这份工作吗??
每天憋在心里,找不到任何一个人来倾述...
一方面是因为在工作上遇到瓶颈了...
第一次遇见从来没碰过的领域...
没有人的指导下,我逐渐沉入大海...
在我很想放弃时,还好有人及时拉我一把...
我还因为这几个案子偷偷的哭...
还好,一切即将结束...
那位好心人劝我说...
这是过渡期...
这是学习中必经的过程...
Leng,谢谢你哦!!!
我也在另一位朋友的facebook看到一句话"当你想放弃时,请回想自己当初的坚持"...
希望接下来会是好的...
加油!!! ;)
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Saturday, March 26, 2011
I'm back~
I'm back...
It's been half year I never update my blog...
I was busy adapting my life here...haha:p
Time really flies...
It's already end of March...
Our peak period is getting slow down...
This is my first peak period...
Nice experience though it's really busy and tiring...
Sometimes will feel stress as well due to pack schedule...
Luckily, I have lovely colleagues...
They help me when I met problems...
They cheer me up when I feel down...
It's really nice to know them...
The only thing I feel very bad is I made a big mistake yesterday...
I feel very guilty...
I took that as my lesson and will not make it again...
Rachel told me not to blame myself...
But, if I didn't make the mistake, it wouldn't be like that...sigh...
Never mind, what is over already over...
I can't rewind the time...
I can only learn from mistake...
Not to do again!!!
Will having crab meal with them tonight...
I'm craving for crab for a long time already...Hehe:p
I hope everyone enjoy tonight...
Relax ourselves in the middle of this busy period ;)
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Sunday, September 5, 2010
Life in Singapore~
Oppss...
It has been 2 months since the last update...
I'm in Singapore for 1 month plus already...
I'm also started to work for 3 weeks already...
I like this place very much...
I like my working place as well...
My colleagues are very nice & funny also...
Too bad I just get to know my senior for only few weeks, then he is leaving the company already...
Although we know for each other for not long...
But, he is willing to teach & share his experience to me...
His encouragement also works well towards me...
Wish him all the best in his new company...
I believe he can survive well there...Haha:p
I have been to client's place to audit for the past whole week...
It's a nice experience actually...
First time going out to audit for alone...
When I work in previous company, we will never go out alone for audit...
But here is different...
Usually, we have to handle a case by our own...
When I went there to audit, I get to know the accounts clerk for that company...
She also share her experience to me...
She also told me not to scare to face everything...
At first when I started to work, I feel quite scare & not confident on myself...
After both of them encourage me, I feel better now...
At least I started to get back my confident...
Although I know that I still have a lot to catch up with...
Anyway, I'm really happy to know them...
I'm also appreciate what they have share to me...=)
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Time to Say Goodbye!~
It's time to say goodbye...
Goodbye KT - my lovely hometown
I'm leaving on Thursday...
To a place that I'm not familiar with at all...
Having complicated feelings with it...
Excitement, fear, desire...
Positive feelings will be more...Hehe:p
This morning went back to C&C to meet Mr.Su...
Chit chatting with other colleagues as well...
It's too bad can't meet with Kak Nor as she is taking another 2 weeks leave after her maternity leave...
I think I will really miss some of them...
Tomorrow have to go back again as I haven't settle my things...
Maybe will be my last foot steps there...
Still haven't finish packing my stuffs...
I have a lot of things in my mind to pack up...
But, I can't take too much things as we take bus there...Sigh...
I think have to spend quite a lot when reaching there...
Never mind, no output will never have input...
Although I don't really hope so...
After this maybe will have a long period cannot write blog already...
As I won't bring my desktop there...
Say goodbye to my desktop which already accompany throughout my university...
Lastly, I hope I can adapt with my new life & job there...
Same to my sis...
Hopefully everything will be great & smooth for us after this!!
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Friday, June 18, 2010
一个人久了
一个人久了...会懒得恋爱...
一个人久了...朋友会越重要...
一个人久了...会越来越喜欢听歌...
一个人久了...电话会常常忘记带...
一个人久了...会养成一个怪癖...
一个人久了...对爱情会越来越挑剔...
一个人久了...除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的...
一个人久了...会慢慢变成成熟起来...
一个人久了...会比以前更重视更爱父母,更重视亲情...
一个人久了...对所有的节日大多没什么期待...
一个人久了...听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜,心里多少
一个人久了...会喜欢买很多无谓东西,带自己去很远的
一个人久了...会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广...
一个人久了...爱情会变得越来越不重要,取而代之的是
一个人久了...会越来越理性,越来越现实...
一个人久了...会越来越沉闷...
一个人久了...会懂得处理钱财...
一个人久了...会把时间都会放在家人身上...
一个人久了...都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏...
一个人久了...做事只需跟自己交待...
一个人久了...计划未来的东西都只是一个人...
一个人久了...发白日梦的时间也多了...
一个人久了...开始会自言自语了...
一个人久了...开始会做些无聊的东西了...
一个人久了...开销会少了...
一个人久了...朋友会越来越多了...
一个人久了...会喜欢坐在沙滩上...
一个人久了...是很幸福的时光...
一个人久了...会喜欢上一个人的生活...
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在facebook读着朋友post上的这一篇...
心想,惨了!!
我怎么觉得里面所描写的一切,我都有同感...
自从毕业后,选择回来自己的家乡工作...
我少了娱乐...
少了朋友...
剩下的只是工作和电脑...
我的生活逐渐变得乏味...
没有其它消遣的方法...
剩下的只是上网...
而我,连聊天都变懒了...
跟朋友们的距离也越来越远...
还记得上个月去了KL一趟...
只见了美菱一个...
但,我察觉我们好像变得熟悉的陌生人...
她是我最常联络的一位...
可是,见面是反而会有这样的感觉...哎...
我想找回我的生活...
这几天考完试后,我心里很纳闷...
在考试那天,当我拿到考试纸的同时,我心慌了...
第一次看着考试不知道怎么做...
整个考试过程中,我一边摇头、一边作答...
读了那么多年的书,第一次感到特别的挫败...
我不知道成绩出炉的时候会是怎么样...
我不知道是否会是零分...哎...
不过,这都过去了...
我无法挽回...
唯一能做的,就是继续往前走...
现在最重要的是找到一份好的工作,努力赚钱!!!
而且,我之前已决定离开这里了...
去到一个我不熟悉的地方开始我的心生活...
这一个多月里发生了一些不开心的事情...
希望一切能迎刃而解...
我希望接下来的一切都会变得美好...
希望不再像之前一样那么单调、乏味...
希望我不会像上面所描写的一切...
我热爱自由,但我害怕孤单、寂寞...
我希望一个人,但不希望是永远...
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