累~

现在，我只想用这个字来形容...
我好累哦!!!
不过，我要撑下去...
就快到岸了...
我一直很想抽时间上来这里...
但，每天早出晚归...
就连周末还是环绕着工作...
2个月前，我开始迷失自己...
每天反复问自己...
这是我要的吗??
我真的适合这份工作吗??
每天憋在心里，找不到任何一个人来倾述...
一方面是因为在工作上遇到瓶颈了...
第一次遇见从来没碰过的领域...
没有人的指导下，我逐渐沉入大海...
在我很想放弃时，还好有人及时拉我一把...
我还因为这几个案子偷偷的哭...
还好，一切即将结束...
那位好心人劝我说...
这是过渡期...
这是学习中必经的过程...
Leng，谢谢你哦!!!
我也在另一位朋友的facebook看到一句话"当你想放弃时，请回想自己当初的坚持"...
希望接下来会是好的...
加油!!! ；）

I'm back~

I'm back...
It's been half year I never update my blog...
I was busy adapting my life here...haha:p
Time really flies...
It's already end of March...
Our peak period is getting slow down...
This is my first peak period...
Nice experience though it's really busy and tiring...
Sometimes will feel stress as well due to pack schedule...
Luckily, I have lovely colleagues...
They help me when I met problems...
They cheer me up when I feel down...
It's really nice to know them...
The only thing I feel very bad is I made a big mistake yesterday...
I feel very guilty...
I took that as my lesson and will not make it again...
Rachel told me not to blame myself...
But, if I didn't make the mistake, it wouldn't be like that...sigh...
Never mind, what is over already over...
I can't rewind the time...
I can only learn from mistake...
Not to do again!!!
Will having crab meal with them tonight...
I'm craving for crab for a long time already...Hehe:p
I hope everyone enjoy tonight...
Relax ourselves in the middle of this busy period ;)

Life in Singapore~

Oppss...
It has been 2 months since the last update...
I'm in Singapore for 1 month plus already...
I'm also started to work for 3 weeks already...
I like this place very much...
I like my working place as well...
My colleagues are very nice & funny also...
Too bad I just get to know my senior for only few weeks, then he is leaving the company already...
Although we know for each other for not long...
But, he is willing to teach & share his experience to me...
His encouragement also works well towards me...
Wish him all the best in his new company...
I believe he can survive well there...Haha:p
I have been to client's place to audit for the past whole week...
It's a nice experience actually...
First time going out to audit for alone...
When I work in previous company, we will never go out alone for audit...
But here is different...
Usually, we have to handle a case by our own...
When I went there to audit, I get to know the accounts clerk for that company...
She also share her experience to me...
She also told me not to scare to face everything...
At first when I started to work, I feel quite scare & not confident on myself...
After both of them encourage me, I feel better now...
At least I started to get back my confident...
Although I know that I still have a lot to catch up with...
Anyway, I'm really happy to know them...
I'm also appreciate what they have share to me...=)

Time to Say Goodbye!~

It's time to say goodbye...
Goodbye KT - my lovely hometown
I'm leaving on Thursday...
To a place that I'm not familiar with at all...
Having complicated feelings with it...
Excitement, fear, desire...
Positive feelings will be more...Hehe:p
This morning went back to C&C to meet Mr.Su...
Chit chatting with other colleagues as well...
It's too bad can't meet with Kak Nor as she is taking another 2 weeks leave after her maternity leave...
I think I will really miss some of them...
Tomorrow have to go back again as I haven't settle my things...
Maybe will be my last foot steps there...
Still haven't finish packing my stuffs...
I have a lot of things in my mind to pack up...
But, I can't take too much things as we take bus there...Sigh...
I think have to spend quite a lot when reaching there...
Never mind, no output will never have input...
Although I don't really hope so...
After this maybe will have a long period cannot write blog already...
As I won't bring my desktop there...
Say goodbye to my desktop which already accompany throughout my university...
Lastly, I hope I can adapt with my new life & job there...
Same to my sis...
Hopefully everything will be great & smooth for us after this!!

一个人久了

一个人久了...会懒得恋爱...
一个人久了...朋友会越重要...
一个人久了...会越来越喜欢听歌...
一个人久了...电话会常常忘记带...
一个人久了...会养成一个怪癖...
一个人久了...对爱情会越来越挑剔...
一个人久了...除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的...
一个人久了...会慢慢变成成熟起来...
一个人久了...会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情...

一个人久了...对所有的节日大多没什么期待...
一个人久了...听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是 会有些介意...
一个人久了...会喜欢买很多无谓东西，带自己去很远的地 方...
一个人久了...会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广...
一个人久了...爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和 事业...
一个人久了...会越来越理性，越来越现实...
一个人久了...会越来越沉闷...
一个人久了...会懂得处理钱财...
一个人久了...会把时间都会放在家人身上...
一个人久了...都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏...
一个人久了...做事只需跟自己交待...
一个人久了...计划未来的东西都只是一个人...
一个人久了...发白日梦的时间也多了...
一个人久了...开始会自言自语了...
一个人久了...开始会做些无聊的东西了...
一个人久了...开销会少了...
一个人久了...朋友会越来越多了...
一个人久了...会喜欢坐在沙滩上...
一个人久了...是很幸福的时光...
一个人久了...会喜欢上一个人的生活...

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在facebook读着朋友post上的这一篇...
心想，惨了!!
我怎么觉得里面所描写的一切，我都有同感...
自从毕业后，选择回来自己的家乡工作...
我少了娱乐...
少了朋友...
剩下的只是工作和电脑...
我的生活逐渐变得乏味...
没有其它消遣的方法...
剩下的只是上网...
而我，连聊天都变懒了...
跟朋友们的距离也越来越远...
还记得上个月去了KL一趟...
只见了美菱一个...
但，我察觉我们好像变得熟悉的陌生人...
她是我最常联络的一位...
可是，见面是反而会有这样的感觉...哎...
我想找回我的生活...
这几天考完试后，我心里很纳闷...
在考试那天，当我拿到考试纸的同时，我心慌了...
第一次看着考试不知道怎么做...
整个考试过程中，我一边摇头、一边作答...
读了那么多年的书，第一次感到特别的挫败...
我不知道成绩出炉的时候会是怎么样...
我不知道是否会是零分...哎...
不过，这都过去了...
我无法挽回...
唯一能做的，就是继续往前走...
现在最重要的是找到一份好的工作，努力赚钱!!!
而且，我之前已决定离开这里了...
去到一个我不熟悉的地方开始我的心生活...
这一个多月里发生了一些不开心的事情...
希望一切能迎刃而解...
我希望接下来的一切都会变得美好...
希望不再像之前一样那么单调、乏味...
希望我不会像上面所描写的一切...
我热爱自由，但我害怕孤单、寂寞...
我希望一个人，但不希望是永远...

Last 2 Days!!

Oh yeah~
The day that I'm waiting for so long is so near now...
I feel so excited...Haha:p
Just now Ms.Chua (the manager) still asking me whether I really want to leave...
It's very annoying when the same person asking the same question for several of times...
But, I choose to ignore...
I'm lazy to entertain her already...
She is just like never understand...
Anyway, there is not my matter any more...
What I wish now is finish all my stuffs before I left...
This is the only thing that I insist...
Kak Nor already went for delivery baby...
Kak Yah taking whole week unpaid leave...
The audit department of this company getting terrible...
Since the company is so ''strong'' & never appreciate their staffs...
This is the consequences that they have to bear...
All the best to those staffs that are continue staying...
But I know some of them are getting their plans on...
C & C, just wait & see what will happen on the next...

当一个男人做出这些事，他真的很爱你了

很多女人常说男人的话不能信，谁都能靠的住，就是男人靠

不 住之类的话，很可悲，只能说你没有遇到好男人，或者说， 根本不了解男人。一个男人如果真的爱你的话，就一定会做出下 面这些事：

一、愿意为你掏钱
钱，在感情生活中不是最重要的，但是是必须的。一个男人如 果是真的爱你的话，就不会为你去计算钱，只要你需要的合 理，有能力支付，就一定不会不答应。因为在他心里，连你都是 他的了，为什么还不能给你花钱？

二、愿意听你诉苦
女人常常会有很多的不开心事情，在男人看来很多只是很小的 事情，甚至不值得去在乎。一个爱你的男人，会希望了解到 你在想什么，会愿意听你的诉苦，听完你很多的话后，再发表下 评论，安慰下你。

三、愿意为你让自己受苦
年轻的男人，大多数是爱拼搏的，自己苦一点，累一点，没有 关系，经济条件有限的人，会自己减少开支，来付出在感情 上，有能力的人，则会在做每一件事的时候，都在考虑关于 你的未来。自己吃饭的时候，会在想你有没有吃，自己在娱 乐的时候，总会想到要是能把你带去就好了，自己在开心的 时候，总会想到你这时候会是怎样的心情，总之不管自己处于什 么状态，都会想到你。

四、愿意为你收场
两个人在一起吃饭，常常女生最后都会说吃不下了，爱你的男 人，会情愿帮你的吃完剩下的。现在这个年龄的男人，大多 数在家里是被当着宝贝养大的，一直都是家人付出，自己享 受，如果真的很爱一个人，他会放下自己，去为了爱的人。

五、在关键时候，总会护住你
两个人一起逛街的时候，爱你的男人会走在靠马路的一边，而 你则在靠马路里面的一边，这样你会很安全。登山的时候， 爱你的男人总会在你后面，可以保护着你向上爬。下雨的时 候，总会把伞向你那边多倾斜一点，即使自己淋湿了，也不 想让你受到一点点的雨淋。刮大风的时候，会紧紧抱住你， 不让你被风吹到……不管在什么情况下，都愿意尽量减少给你带 去的伤害。

一个好男人，是需要一个好女人好好把握的，也许你现在身边 的男人并不完美，并不是你一直所憧憬的那样的王子般的男 人，但是他只要是真心对你好的，你就应该去珍惜，一个女 人对男人最大的珍惜，就是好好的去爱他，心里只有他一个，愿 意和他一起去承受生活中要面对的。
最后，希望全天下所有真心相爱的人，好好在一起，好好的彼此 珍惜，共同面对。

2 more weeks!!~

Oh yeah~
Countdown for 2 more weeks!!
Then I will be a free girl for some period of time...
Somehow, I'm still tie up with ACCA exam...
So, not totally free also...Hehe:p
But, at least I'm free from heavy workload with short of hands...
I'm just hoping that I can clear off all of my works before I leave the company...
I don't want to give the burden to my colleagues...
I know that some of them will not border about it...
As their own work also can push to other people...Sigh...
We are speechless sometimes...
Anyway, I'm already out of all these...
I know that for sure everywhere also will have this kind of situation...
Therefore, I'm just hoping the best in the future...
On the other hand, I can go & meet my dear friends again...
Can't wait to see them again...

Pissed Off

It was a pissed off day to me...
Someone with their management power trying to interfere my decision...
Who you think you are??
My mum don't even interfere with the decision I have made!!
This company is really hopeless after being take over by some other people...
I really miss the few months working with Mr.Su...
He is really a very nice boss...
At least he will considerate about us...
After C & C took over, everything has changed...
Workload increase & employees benefits become worst than before...
Some more, the salary is still remain the same...
What kind of lousy company is this??
1st year with no annual leaves...
Every month has to hit a target with 5 times of your salary...
If never hit it, no increment for you...
Are we sales girl???
No way!!! I'm just an audit assistant...
I already sent in my letter last week...
The manager, herself already approved it...
Now, she is trying to ask me stay back with no better offers...
What for I need to stay back??
I can't foresee any good future here...
I also can't see any benefits towards me...
Is this the way the company management trying to ask an employee to continue working with them??
It's really a terrible company!!!!

04.04.10

Today is another day which have few people's birthday...
The only one who close to me is Rayson...
Happy Birthday to him...
Wish that he can get what I greet him this morning...Haha XD
Those are the wishes that he wants to get...
Hopefully he can make it...
Hm...
Back to me...
Actually I have resigned on last Wednesday...
There is some reasons in between...
I will further tell the story on some other day...
Anyway, after I hang in my resignation letter, I really feel better...
After end of this month, I will fully concentrate on my exam in coming June...
Therefore, I will only find another job after that...
After deep consideration, I decided to go outstation to get my job...
1 of the reason is we really need money...
Mum isn't work & my younger brother still needs money for his further studies...
Another reason is...
I feel that since I come back here, I become more & more dependent to my mum...
If I'm at outstation, at least I will be more independent...
Learn everything on my own...
Do everything on my own...
I think I'm ready to face things that I fear...
Hopefully I can cope with my coming new challenges...