祝我生日快乐

22岁了...
这，应该是我过得最平凡的生日...
没有蛋糕...
没有蜡烛...
一个人独自在家里...
因为，不是很舒服...
结果，独自一个人在家里休息，没去上班...
妈和弟在回来的路途中...
姐呢，就去和她的ACCA打战了...
我没有怨言...
因为，这是有史以来，第一次没有任何期待生日...
哈哈...奇怪吧...
我期待的只是身边的好友、朋友祝福而已...
一一收到他们的祝福，我就开心、满足了啦...
我也在今天发觉到...
原来，在我认识的圈子当中，尽然有那么多人在1214生日耶...
祝福那些和我同天生日的朋友，生日快乐!!! ;)
我也要在此祝福我那些明天准备去打战的朋友们...
美菱、淑真、Rayson、Justin、Jacky和佩利，加油哦!!!

身心疲惫

其实，我想写blog好几天了...
但，一直都没有动手...
自己越变越懒惰了...
连写blog都要看心情而定...
最近的我变得有心无力...
之前，没工作的时候，就觉得太轻松、很无聊...
但，忽然之间，那些工作却堆积如山...
下个星期，姐考完试后，我们就要到别人的公司audit了...
不知道自己手头上的工作能如期完成吗??哎...
莫名的无力感再次袭击我...
我真的感到身心疲惫呢...
再加上，我看见那些与我一起战了4年的朋友们一个个为了考试而气馁，我更加无力...
我看着他们一个个本来很有斗志，到现在一个个说想放弃了...
我每天只是能用言语来鼓励、支持他们...
我很害怕自己到时候也会像他们一样...
我知道自己不该那么想...
所以，我也跟着他们感到无力...
真的好想到海边或是任何可以让自己静思、轻松的地方一下...
人累了，就会想要放慢脚步...
我才出来做工半年多，心里就开始有这样的想法...
真是惨!!!
或许，这不是我要的生活吧...
自从我回来以后，我变得很懦弱，也变得很依赖...
我很想找回以前的自己...
我在大学的时候，真的好想什么都不怕的...
敢在三更半夜独自一人从朋友的房间回到自己的房间...
敢做这个、敢做那个...
可是，现在的我，好像什么都怕...
可能是因为自己都是被保护着吧...哎...
不想说这些了啦...
自己的22岁生日快到了...
我却一点感觉都没有耶...
第一次有这样的感觉...
不知道是不是过了21岁，所以根本无所期待了...
不过，我还是要谢谢佩利、幼恬、健强和韵欣啦...
他们本来是要带我到一间cafe庆祝生日的...
但，那间cafe却没开...
不过，没关系啊...
我看见他们的心意，那就够了啦...=）
今天能见到他们，我是很开心的^^

Blessing

ACCA exam is around the corner...
Everyone is busy with their revision...
But, I'm so free & bored at this time...
As they away from their computer...
Anyway, I hope the best for all my dear friends & my sis...
They are taking the exam on next week...
I hope everyone can pass through this exam...=)
I'm also planning to take the exam on next sitting...
I don't want to stop at Degree stage...
I want to improve myself...
I don't know whether I can make it or not...
Somehow, I want to myself a chance to try...
No matter how tough it is, I want to go through it...
I just don't like my life to be in monotonous tone...
I want it to be more colourful...
Life without aim, it is meaningless to me...
So, hopefully everyone will found their aim...
Again, I wish my sis & all my dear friends GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST in their coming exam...

Decided

family photo at studio

the only gathering photo in my camera

Whee XD
Finally, I have made up my mind...
Finally, I decided for one path...;)
I still have 1 path to decide for...
That is still under my consideration...
May be when the time is there, my decision will be known...
Ok, let's update for my last 2 weeks activities...
Have been go to KL for my sis's convocation...
I'm really really happy to meet all my dear friends back...
First time hanging out around with Rayson & Kenny...
I knew them since pre-u, but we never went out before...
They really can talk a lot & make a lot of fun...Haha:p
I feel very nice to meet them again after our convocation...
Although I'm quite tired on that night, but it's fun to join them...=)
But, in between also having unfortunate case...
My younger bro's car being hit by a stupid fella whom don't know rushing where...
He spoiled our happy dinner...
We end up taking dinner at police station...Sigh...
Luckily, my younger bro's does not injured any where...
Hopefully he won't meet up with any unfortunate things after this...
On Sunday night, I went to Sunway to meet my classmates which are my very close friends...
They can say as my another family when I'm outside...
It's really really nice to gather with them again...
We had joy on that night...
We also plan to have a trip again next year...
Hopefully, the trip will be on =)
That's all for my simple updates...

Moodless

I have this kind of feelings since I woke up this morning...
I just don't know why...
This is the first time I don't feel like going to work...
This is the first thought in my mind this morning...
I never have this kind of feelings before when I study in UTAR...
May be I'm really miss all my friends there...
I'm those kind that can't stand for loneliness without friends...
Although I'm still keep in touch with some of them...
Somehow, we can't talk much also...
Anyway, thanks Rayson for talking with me just now...
At least I feel better now...
He says because he has magic to make me laugh...
Although we are talking nonsense, but I feel more relax...
On the other hand, may be I started to feel stress on my current department...
Audit somehow is a hard work...
We have to be careful while checking client's account...
We have to find out if there is imbalance amount...
I still need more time to adapt all these...
Before this, I'm handling accounts more than audit case...
I know everything also has it difficulties...
I will try my best to handle it!!

Lost

Again, I'm lost...
Lost in the middle of my life...
I found that, few of my friends are having the same problem as me...
We wondering what are we want actually...
I'm lost because of no aim??
I'm lost because of other reasons??
I'm also not sure about it...*sigh*
I just hating to have this meaningless life...
Everyday comes with routine...
Never ever have changes...
No exception...
Even though I'm having this kind of life before graduate...
However, I seldom thought of this...
May be there still a lot of friends in my surroundings...
I can talk, hang out, do any activities with them...
Some how, after I came back here...
I become quiet again...
Not to say I don't want to talk to my family members...
Sometimes is just that, I don't want to make them worry about me...
The only way I can do is on the computer & chat with my friends...
May be I also already used to the freedom I had in the past 4 years...
I'm still can't figure out the things I want in my mind...
Hopefully after I meet them, I will feel better =)

Decision

Home alone now...
Nothing for me to do...
So, I decided to come here...
Since I seldom update for the previous month...
Just settled my ACCA things...
I should settle it earlier so that I can take exam this December...
But, I didn't do so...
Because I wish to rest more...
Regarding to my previous post, I still can made up my mind...
I'm still thinking of choosing "A" or "B"...
Both also have their pros & cons...
I have to analyse it properly only could make decision...
I don't want to make any regret decision anymore...
I know that once I can't made up my mind, I will never stop thinking of it...
Within the whole week, few people asking me to choose "A"...
But, I'm still under consideration...
May be I still can't find out my way...
Anyway, I still have to face it...
No running away!!!
By the way, I will be officially back to Audit department on next week...
Although I don't really like audit, but I think it is better than accounting work...
I hope I can made up my mind A.S.A.P...

挣扎

整个月都没上来这里了...
变得越来越懒惰了...
这一个月也发生了很多的事情...
好的、坏的统统都有...
心里好多挣扎要做抉择...
哎!!! 烦恼、烦恼...
不同人给不同意见...
不过，决定权始终在我手里...
这是我的人生...
别人只是提供意见让我参考而已...
虽然，我仍然找不到出路...
但，我也要谢谢大家的意见啦...
你们总是在我最需要的时候出现...
要是我的生活少了你们，我也不知道该怎么办好...
我想，我真的需要深一成除考虑了...
三思而后行!!!
这是我要提醒自己的...

Training Weekends

Here I come for some updates about my training for this 2 days weekends...
Our firm combine with one of the audit firm in KL to organise a training program...
This training program is mainly for audit purposes...
Although it is a joint training program, but they travel far away from KL to KT just for this...
The KL staffs which is from "Russ Ooi & Associates" travel from KL by Friday morning...
So, our training program start on the afternoon...
Basically, Friday is quite free...
We are just going there, meeting each other & knowing each other...
Suppose that on Friday night, we are not needed to join them for their program...
But, they invited us to join them as well...
Therefore, just 4 of us joining them for karaoke session...
The place that we went is the famous place in Kuala Terengganu...
The name of the place is "Ri-Yaz Heritage"
This is the place where Monsoon Cup held at...
Back to the training session...
We are having the whole day serious training yesterday...
It is quite heavy for us to digest all the information in a day...
But, I'm really appreciate what they had share to us...
It's really nice & fun training for me...
It's really happy to meet all of them...
Last night, after the training, we were moving to another place to have our dinner...
After that, we have karaoke session again...
Therefore, we decided to ask both side boss to sing 1 song each...
I think my boss would get shock to see us in different way...
We are just like crazy people last night...
But, at the end, we managed to ask both boss to sing a song...
They are going back to KL by tonight flight...
However, they stopped by our office just now to visit our workplace...
Once again, thanks for everything that they done...
I also want to thanks my boss for giving us such a great opportunity...
Hopefully, the training for next year will be more nice...

友情篇

最近的我，无聊没事做...
结果，就拿了这些照片去edit咯...
让我来一一介绍这些人物吧...
第1张照片当然是我的室友兼好姐妹 - 洁芯
我们从大学先修班到大学3年都住在一起...
人家说相处容易，相住难...
这倒是事实...
我们住在一起4年，难免都会有磨擦...
但是，我们就会避忌...
我们亲密归亲密，但，我们还是会保持一定的距离...
她是我的忠实良伴，也是我的忠实聆听者...
因为，我和她相处的时间总比同班的朋友来得多...
况且，她跟我不同系...
所以，我们跟对方说秘密都不会害怕...
我真的很想她...
有时候，我也会担心她...
因为，她是个脆弱且依赖的女生...
所以，我真心希望她能学会坚强面对一切...
也希望她能得到她想要的幸福...=）

第2号人物是 - Michael
他可以说是最了解我的人吧...
虽然，我们认识对方只有短短的2年...
但，我们俩无话不谈...
像是认识了几十年的好朋友...
每当我和他在一起的时候，我都觉得很舒服...
在他面前，我不需要伪装自己...
就算班上的朋友说我们俩暧昧，我也不在乎...
曾经，我会因为别人说我和某某男生有暧昧...
如果是我对那个男生没意思的，我会远离他，避免跟他讲话...
但，对于他，我不会这么做...
因为，我不想少了一个对我那么好的朋友...
我学会了珍惜友情...
他对我来说是一个非常重要的朋友...
不管在任何方面，他都帮了我好多、好多...
真的很感激他...=）
他这个月未要考MIA了...
希望他能过关!!!

接下来当然是美菱咯...
她是与我相识最久的一位...
我们从大学先修班到大学都是凑巧的念同一班...
她是班上的乐子啦...
她的笑声可以感染全班的...
真的好怀念她的笑声...哈哈^^
有她的存在，什么烦恼都忘了...
她是一位热与助人的人啦...
从以前，我在课业上有什么不懂的地方，她都乐意教我...
她最近有一些不如意的事，但她却不说出来...
她就是这个样子...
老把心事放在心上...
我希望她那些不如意的事都能统统解决...
加油吧，好姐妹!!! ;)

这一篇当然少不了这位人物啦...
他是俐光，也是我的大佬哦...
虽然，我不是他的亲妹妹...
但，他都会很疼我、关心我的...
犹如我发生什么不愉快事情，他从别人口中得知，他一定会发短信给我...
就算百忙之中，他也会关心我...
感动，感动...嘻嘻^^
他也是我们班上的专业摄影师...
自从他加入我们的大家庭后，他带动了班上的气氛...
也引发大家一直隐藏起来的兴趣 - 拍照
就因为他，大家都爱疯狂的拍照...
也因为他，我们收集了很多、很多大学的美好回忆...

当然也少不了这位可爱人物 - 阿呆
她是一位非常可爱的女生...
尤其是我们弄到她不好意思时，她脸红的样子真可爱...
她是一位非常尽职的班长...
当初，要不是她自告奋勇当起班长...
我想，我们的班应该不会那么融洽吧...
她主动把大家一一联系...
我还记得有一次，她约了班上一大班人出去...
结果，我们罢了戏院一大排的位置...哈哈^^
也是因为她，老是编排到处游玩...
不然，我也没有机会去那么多地方玩哦...
她最近处在新加坡找工作...
希望她能找到吧!!!祝她一切顺利...

她是我们的傻二姐 - 淑真
她是老爱搞怪的人物...
要是有她、Michael和大佬在一起...
我们一定会捧腹大笑一整天...
他们3个的功力太强了...哈哈^^
她给我的感觉很轻切...
像是我的姐姐一样...
我们去旅行多次也是睡在一起的...
她最近也好像有很多烦恼...
希望她找到解决方法啦...
二姐，加油!!! =）

这位是我们班上公认的美女 - 静琳
她也是我们号称的大姐...
可是，她很在意我们叫她大姐...嘻嘻...
她是一位很三八的女生...
也是很爱搞笑的人物...
她最擅长的还是给例子...
有一次，她不小心说错了一些事，给错例子...
让我和二姐捧腹大笑一整个下午...
她最近还在量地...
希望她能找到他要找的工作吧...

他是冷笑话 + 沉默王子 - Justin
我们曾经是2年的house mate...
我们也是同班的朋友...
但，我们说话的次数真的很有限...
因为，他不爱说话...
我跟他还算还好啦...
至少住在一起2年不是一句话也没说...哈哈^^
他呢...不说话的时候，非常的静...
他一开口就会冷死你...

至于最后一位呢...
他是Rayson...
我们的友情很可笑...
其实，我在大学先修班就知道他的存在...
但，我们不同班...
所以，没什么讲话...
在大学时期也是一样...
碰到面也只是聊上几句而已...
可是，毕业以后，我们反而变熟起来了...
可能是因为常在msn和facebook聊吧...
也可能因为缘分将我们拉近距离...^^
结果，让我发觉到他原来可以那么健谈和有趣的...
我们俩也蛮多共同点啦...
也许因为这样，我们才变得这么好吧...
祝福他，一切好好的...；）

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这几位人物都是在我心中有一定的分量...
他们在我的大学生涯里填上不少色彩...
能认识到他们真的、真的是我的荣幸...
我真的很开心能认识他们...
我也非常想念那些我们一起渡过的无数个日子...
有酸、有甜、有苦、有辣...
希望我们的友谊真的能一直保存下去...
亲爱的朋友们，我爱你们!!
献上我最真诚的祝福给大家...
希望你们能得到最好的...
也希望各位能坚强的面对生命里的一切...
包括我自己...
我们刚踏入社会...
要面对的挫折与挑战还有好多、好多...
不管生活多困难，它还是会继续...
所以，我们要学会积极和勇敢面对...
大家一起加油吧!!
我们一定能做得到的...

Random Update

Never update for my blog for a week...
There is something happen for the past few days...
But, I don't feel like mentioning here...
What is over, already over...
There is no point for me to look back...
I should look forward with what happen in the future...
By the way, I would like to thanks all my friends that give me advices...
Thanks a lot, my dear friends...
You all mean a lot to me...
Thanks, Mei Ling...
Thanks, Susan...
Thanks, Rayson...
Thanks for cheer me up =)
Thanks Pei Li for bringing me out from this dead city also...
Hanging out around with them is a very nice feel...
Although I need to suffer from body pain...Haha:p
I already promise myself...
I will be tough to face everything!!!
I hope I can do it...
Hopefully, next time when I meet up with my Uni's friends, I will be a brand new me!!

恍然大悟

就在刚刚的一瞬间，让我发现一些些事情...
也在那瞬间，让我忽然恍然大悟...
原来，有些人已经不值得我去帮他...
也不值得我再把他当朋友了...
只有我一直傻傻的把他当朋友...
一直傻傻的在他需要帮忙的时候，助他一臂之力...
结果，换来的是过桥抽板、不理不睬...
我真的好气!!!!
尽然把我的真心放在脚底下踏!!!
真的对他彻彻底底的失望...
我告诉自己...
不要原谅这家伙了...
更不需要把他当朋友了...
要是我再理会他，我就是乌龟王八蛋!!!
我就算少了这样的人当朋友也在所不惜...
因为，他根本不把我当朋友看...
从今以后，我们个走个的路!!!!
从此互不相干!!!
我想应该有人会好奇那个人是谁吧...
不过，我不想提他的名字...
因为，他的名字已经不值得在我生活里提起...
就当作从来没有认识过这样的一个人...
他是第一个让我说出断绝朋友关系的人...
我只能说人的忍耐度是有极限的...
朋友是要真心付出，而不是虚情假意...
谢谢老天爷让我看清楚这个人的真面目...
谢谢老天爷让我恍然大悟...
我会永远记得这个教训的...

愈放下，愈快乐！

放下压力—累与不累，取决于自己的心态

　　心灵的房间，不打扫就会落满灰尘。蒙尘的心，会变得灰色和迷茫。我们每天都要经历很多事情，开心的，不开心的，都在心里安家落户。心里的事情一多，就会变得杂乱无序，然后心也跟着乱起来。有些痛苦的情绪和不愉快的记忆，如果充斥在心里，就会使人委靡不振。所以，扫地除尘，能够使黯然的心变得亮堂；把事情理清楚，才能告别烦乱；把一些无谓的痛苦扔掉，快乐就有了更多更大的空间。

　　紧紧抓住不快乐的理由，无视快乐的理由，就是你总是觉得难受的原因了。

放下烦恼—快乐其实很简单

　　所谓练习微笑，不是机械地挪动你的面部表情，而是努力地改变你的心态，调节你的心情。学会平静地接受事实，学会对自己说声顺其自然，学会坦然地面对厄运，学会积极地看待人生，学会凡事都往好处想。这样，阳光就会流进心里来，驱走恐惧，驱走黑暗，驱走所有的阴霾。

　　快乐其实很简单，不要自己不快乐就可以了。

放下自卑—把自卑从你的字典里删去

　　不是每个人都可以成为伟人，但每个人都可以成为内心强大的人。内心的强大，能够稀释一切痛苦和哀愁；内心的强大，能够有效弥补你外在的不足；内心的强大，能够让你无所畏惧地走在大路上，感到自己的思想，高过所有的建筑和山峰！

　　相信自己，找准自己的位置，你同样可以拥有一个有价值的人生。

放下懒惰—奋斗改变命运

　　不要一味地羡慕人家的绝活与绝招，通过恒久的努力，你也完全可以拥有。因为，把一个简单的动作练到出神入化，就是绝招；把一件平凡的小事做到炉火纯青，就是绝活。

　　提醒自己，记住自己的提醒，上进的你，快乐的你，健康的你，善良的你，一定会有一个灿烂的人生。

放下消极—绝望向左，希望向右

　　如果你想成为一个成功的人，那么，请为“最好的自己”加油吧，让积极打败消极，让高尚打败鄙陋，让真诚打败虚伪，让宽容打败褊狭，让快乐打败忧郁，让勤奋打败懒惰，让坚强打败脆弱，让伟大打败猥琐……只要你愿意，你完全可以一辈子都做最好的自己。

　　没有谁能够左右胜负，除了你。自己的战争，你就是运筹帷幄的将军！

　　不是所有的梦想都能成为美好的现实，但美丽的梦想同样可以装点出生活的美丽。

放下抱怨—与其抱怨，不如努力

　　所有的失败都是为成功做准备。抱怨和泄气，只能阻碍成功向自己走来的步伐。放下抱怨，心平气和地接受失败，无疑是智者的姿态。

　　抱怨无法改变现状，拼搏才能带来希望。真的金子，只要自己不把自己埋没，只要一心想着闪光，就总有闪光的那一天。

　　纵观古今中外，很多人生的奇迹，都是那些最初拿了一手坏牌的人创造的。

　　不要总是烦恼生活。不要总以为生活辜负了你什么，其实，你跟别人拥有的一样多。

放下犹豫—立即行动，成功无限

　　认准了的事情，不要优柔寡断；选准了一个方向，就只管上路，不要回头。机遇就像闪电，只有快速果断才能将它捕获。

　　立即行动是所有成功人士共同的特质。如果你有什么好的想法，那就立即行动吧；如果你遇到了一个好的机遇，那就立即抓住吧。立即行动，成功无限！

　　有些人是必须忘记的，有些事是用来反省的，有些东西是不能不清理的。该放手时就放手，你才可以腾出手来，抓住原本属于你的快乐和幸福！

　　有些事情是不能等待的，一时的犹豫，留下的将是永远的遗憾！

放下狭隘—心宽，天地就宽

　　宽容是一种美德。宽容别人，其实也是给自己的心灵让路。只有在宽容的世界里，人，才能奏出和谐的生命之歌！

　　要想没有偏见，就要创造一个宽容的社会。要想根除偏见，就要首先根除狭隘的思想。只有远离偏见，才有人与内心的和谐，人与人的和谐，人与社会的和谐。

　　我们不但要自己快乐，还要把自己的快乐分享给朋友、家人甚至素不相识的陌生人。因为分享快乐本身就是一种快乐，一种更高境界的快乐。

　　宽容是一种美德。宽容别人，其实也是给自己的心灵让路。只有在宽容的世界里，人，才能奏出和谐的生命之歌！

Bowling Night

是不是觉得很奇怪...
我的标题是英文...
但是，我打华语...
因为，我觉得打华语的标题不好听...
昨晚，我又和瓜登朋友出去混啦...
还是头一次在瓜登出到超过12点才回家...嘻嘻^^
还好妈咪没有骂我...
回去正题...
我们昨天几个约好了去吃satay，然后去打保龄...
怎知道，我们去到satay店时，才发现没有开...
结果，我们就换地点到唐人街...
我们去了一间所谓“瓜登的槟城’’吃东西...
那边的炒粿条还蛮好吃的...
佩利他们却跑到对面买了炸鸡排来吃...
那炸鸡排的味道让我想起Sg Long夜市的炸鸡排...
吃饱后当然是往我们的目的地--保龄球场...
我们去到的时候已经10点多了...
家成还说要拿5+1的配套...
就这样，我们就玩到超过12点...
我玩到拇指都起泡，全身酸痛...
本来，这应该是很开心和享受的运动...
但，被我们这样一搞，变成了速战速决的活动了...
我们到最后是随便乱丢球...
我们纯粹是为了要赶快结束而已...
我想，我应该会有一段时间不会去打保龄球了...哈哈^^
我也只是最近才会和他们出去而已...
迟一些，他们都要回到自己的岗位了...
读书的读书，要去KL找工作的要就要去了...
也好啦，我也很久没跟他们出去了...
不知道下一次要去哪里呢??

想念~

UTAR BAC Group 6 (06' - 09')

非常没有心情的夜晚...
宁静的夜晚...
一个人独自坐在客厅的电脑桌前，敲打着键盘...
不知怎么搞的...
今天超级没有心情的...
也许是因为我的那位同事离开了...
真的很不习惯...
怎样都好，我们也相处了3个月...
之前，如果有什么不会都可以问她...
现在，必须独立咯...
可是，心里也好像有打不开的心结...
但，自己却说不出来是什么...
上面的照片是我前2天无所事事的时候弄出来的...
那是我非常、非常想念的一班...
一个充满欢乐的一班...
一个充满温馨的一班...
一个很和蔼可亲的一班...
一个充满回忆的一班...
因为他们的存在，让我觉得每天去上课是开心的...
好想念那段时光哦...
我也很想念与我共处4年的室友...
最近，我与她失联了...
我也不知道她现在的状况...
我害怕我们的友谊就此失去了...
我真的好想念大家哦...

孤军作战

惨了啦...
从后天开始，我就必须在我的部门孤军作战了...
因为，其中一位同事辞职了...
她要去闯出属于她的一片天了...
本来，她说会做到下个星期的...
今早她一来，忽然高诉我她只是做到明天而已...
我们的部门本来就缺乏人了...
现在，她又要走了...
我一定会变成大家所谓的八爪鱼了...哈哈^^
其实，我本来都不属于那个部门的...
但是，我进工的时候，刚好那里有同事刚辞职...
所以，老板就把我暂时安排在那里...
结果，我就有双重的职位...
也好啦...
我能学到比较多的东西...
老板告诉我，那些audit的同事根本不会去运用accounting software...
所以，老板希望我和姐都学会...
那么以后我们去到哪里，最起码还会运用accounting software...
我是不介意学多一点东西...
但是，一想到工作量会提高几倍时，头都大了...
希望老板会吊一位同事来帮我...
不然，我变八爪鱼都不够用呢...
一个人处理公司的帐目...
一个人处理其它公司的帐目...
一个人处理那些每个月一定要bank in的所得税...
要是漏掉一张没有bank in，后果就惨了...
我会害到客户被罚款...
责任忽然上升10倍...
哇!!!压力真的好大...
才做工不到3个月，就要准备孤军作战...
希望我能应付这一切吧...

Gathering with KT's Friends~

Kim Thor.Angeline.Woan Ni.Pei Li.Chin Choon.Ming Chu
Cin Lo.Yun Yi.Chiou Hong.Kah Seng.Calvin.Kien Teck.Ken Kiat

3 of us

It's another weekends...
This weekends also consider full of activities...
Since after start working, i really love weekends...
Because that is the only time i can really rest & relax...^^
Just now went to KT's friends gathering...
It has been few years i never meet them...
I mean some of them...
Pei Li is the only person that i always meet in the gathering...
At first i'm thinking of not joining them already...
Because this evening, my nose keep on itchy & sneezing...
So, i don't feel like going out...
Some more there is no one fetching me out there...
Then, Pei Li calling me & persuade me out...
She also offering to fetch me...
Thanks her for fetching me...
It's nice to meet them again after ages...
I really feel the time pass too fast already...Sigh...
Like what people say in Chinese--岁月不留人
Hm...It's over 12am already...
It's time to rest...
Tomorrow night joining them to play badminton...
I think my body will be pain for don't know how many days...
But, never mind...
There is not much chances for me to join them also...
Ok, it's time to stop...
Good night, everyone!! ;)

回忆记录

Standing in front of our booth...

wearing face mask due to H1N1...Haha!!! People can't recognise me oh...

*************************************************************************************
我又有蛮长一段时间没来这里update了...
我越来越懒惰写作了...嘻嘻...
让我来重温一下我这2个星期的生活吧...
2个星期前的周末，我的人在KL呢...
一去到KL的那天晚上，当然是依我的计划进行咯...
我和2个死党--Michael & 美菱去喝茶...
虽然，我们3个都很累...
但是，当我们见到对方的时候，心情是特别兴奋...
我太想念他们了...
因为，我是在和他们最要好的时候分离...
我们3个也聊了几个小时才肯回家...
隔天下午，我也参加了我们的小聚会...
我真的、真的很开心看见他们...
当然，最开心的时刻莫过于我们的毕业典礼啦...
我等待这一天的到来已经等了好久...
终于都让我等到了...
每个人都笑得特别的灿烂...
我也有很大的感触...
尤其是，当有一位学生唱起“祝你一路顺风’’...
我的眼泪就在眼眶里打滚...
因为，我们真的分离了...
我想，我再也找不回像他们这班朋友了...
他们陪我渡过无数个喜怒哀乐的日子...
虽然，我们相识的时间并不是很长...
但是，我们建立出来的友情却很深...
我真的很捨不得他们...
与他们挥别以后，我就回到原来的生活了...
回来的那2天依旧像平时一样上班...
但，我却无心工作...
脑子里想的都是毕业典礼的画面...
之后，我又请了1天的假期...
去了PC Fair帮姐的男朋友...
在那里无意间遇见几位中学朋友...
有几位还是在中学毕业后都没见到了...
就因为连续的无法好好休息，搞得我疲惫不堪...
结果，今天才update我的blog...
暂时写到这里啦...有空再写咯...嘻嘻...

My 1st Stock Take Experience

Lately, I'm lazy to update my blog...Hehe :p
Here I come for some updates today...
I went to office like usual in the morning...
Then, wait for my colleagues come...
4 of us are going out for stock take at wood factory...
This is my 1st experience out for stock take...
It's quite fun actually...
Our job just to randomly pick the stock from the stock list & count for it...
We are just want to make sure the stock amount is tally with the list that client's print out...
Sometimes, get out from the office to do our job also a nice feel...
But, one thing that is not so good is too hot...
We are counting the wood under the sun...
No cap, no umbrella...
I told my colleague & says if my hand & leg is dark then never mind...
As long as my face is still fair then can already...
That's for sure...
I still want to take a pretty photo on Sunday...Hehe :p
The day that I always dream for==> my convocation =)
Too bad that my elder bro & sis can't attend :'(

Sad

I'm so sad...
I feel like i'm out from my friend's circle already...
Just only 2 months I come back & work here...
Yesterday, Justin says I not care him at all...
Because I also don't know he already found job & work for 2 weeks...
Sigh...I'm sorry, Justin...
I'm also sorry to my dear dai lou...
All this while I thought that he is working at Johor...
But, seems like I have make mistake...
Sigh...
I'm sorry to my dear friends...
I also can't able to talk with Shin for quite a long time already...
Never update with her since after she starts working...
I really miss her a lot...
I really can't wait for next week to come...
I think next Friday, around this time, I will be sitting at mamak stall & chat with them...
Then, Saturday will be hanging around with them...
Sunday is our convocation already!!!
Hopefully, by spending time with them, I can update everyone's news...

一个人的生活

这个标题的灵感来自于一首歌...
虽然，歌词内容不是形容着我这2天的心情...
但，歌名蛮适合的啦...
这2天，我还真的过着一个人的生活...
前天放工后，妈就随着姐和她的男朋友去关丹了...
因为，姐忽然盲肠发作，必须开刀...
妈只好丢下我一个人跟他们去咯...
以前的我要是被丢下一个人在家，我会感觉到害怕的...
可是，现在的我不会了...
我一点恐惧感也没有...
只是觉得有点空虚而已...
不过，家里还有2只可爱的小仓鼠陪伴...
所以，还不至于那么惨...
不知道是巧合还是上天的安排...
那天晚上，国权忽然发短信给我...
他说他忽然想到我，就发短信给我...
感觉上，好像是上天知道我空虚，找个人来陪我聊天...
我们还聊了2个小时呢...
希望我的意见能帮他想出头绪来吧...
我一直希望他能得到最好的...
希望他真的能得到自己想要的...
除此之外，昨晚Michael也打来和我聊了一下下...
感觉上，他也是上天安排来和我聊天的人...哈哈^^
因为，现在的他很少会打给我了...
他实在太忙了...
有时候，我想找他聊天也有点困难...
至于佩利呢...
她担心我个人安全,叫我去她家暂住呢...
美菱也陪我聊了很多...
无论如何，谢谢大家的关心哦...
今天的我忙了半天...
醒来后，就下楼去启动车子一下下...
之后，弄烧昨晚吃剩的粥...
吃饱后，就动手洗衣啦...
这是我每个星期五必做的事情...
晒好衣后，我就去煮饭...
然后，准备其它材料...
因为，我想炒饭...哈哈^^
平时，我只是看妈咪怎么煮...
今天，自己大慨放那些材料而已...
第一次自己动手炒饭还蛮成功的...嘻嘻^^
就这样，煮一餐吃两餐...
明天就不需要过一个人的生活了...
妈咪和姐在回来的路途上了...
一个人的生活真的有点纳闷...

分享

今早，老板把大家都叫进会议室开会...
我们还以为他要讨论什么要事呢...
原来，他是要与我们分享一篇他在报章所阅读的感动文章...
据说，有位女孩一出身，脑袋就残缺了...
她无法向我们一样正常的活动...
她无法控制她手脚的力量...
就连她的脸都是有点扭曲的...
她无法说话...
她唯一能做的就是动手写字...
从小，她就被别人看不起...
别人常常嘲笑她残缺...
甚至有些人当她像是马戏团的小丑般看待...
但，她的家人不曾放弃她...
她们非常的爱她...
对她照顾得无微不至...
她也不断的努力过生活...
她是个很相信神女生...
有一天，有人问她，既然你那么相信神，为何不叫神医治好你的病呢??
她却回答她曾经祈求神医治她的病，但神没有回答她...
直到隔天，她到一间书店，她看见一句话...
"Do not pray for an easy life, pray to be a strong person"
"不要祈求安逸的生活，但祈求成为坚强的人"
如今，她非常的成功...
她得到了博士学位...
曾经在一个座谈会上，有人问她不曾怨恨过??她是如何看待自己??
她笑着面对大家，然后转身在白板上写着"我很可爱、我有很爱我的家人、我会画画"...
她还写着，我只看我所拥有的，而不看我所没有拥有的...
听着、听着，我觉得很感动也和有意思...
所以，我就来我的空间分享了...
它让我领悟很多事情...
我们总是不会感到满足...
虽然，手上拥有总是觉得不够...
我们总会想要得到跟多...
我常常祈求拥有平顺的生活，而没有祈求自己变坚强一点...
常常遇到一些挫折就觉得很委屈...
我知道自己很脆弱...
我是外表看起来坚强，但内心很脆弱的人...
身边有很多朋友都希望我变得坚强...
只有那些真正了解我的人才会这样告诉我...
他们看到我内心的脆弱...
他们是一直在我身边保护我的人...
现在，他们离我远远的...
所以，他们希望我能坚强的面对我生活的一切、一切...
能认识到他们真的是我的福气...
我也很珍惜和他们之间的友谊...
是他们让我觉得友情也能温暖我的心...
所以，我其实是一个非常幸福的女孩...
另外，我刚才在大佬的blog里读到有关他学生的问题...
我真的感到那小孩很可怜...
他的父母很奇怪...
把小孩分开来养...
他们并不是离婚或分开...
所以，觉得他们的方式很奇怪...
那小孩没钱吃饭、没钱买书和作业...
大佬尽他最大的能力帮助他...
希望那小孩在大佬的帮助下，能过得更美好...
他真的很适合当老师...
我真的、真的很钦佩他...
我真的打从心里欣赏他...
身为他的朋友和干妹妹，我真的以他为荣...
他非常有爱心和耐心...
我也在他身上获益不少...
虽然，我不是他的亲妹妹，他都依然很照顾我...
我真的很感动...
谢谢大佬，谢谢其他的朋友（洁芯、Michael、美菱、淑真、阿呆、静琳）
他们对我的好，我永远铭记在心...
我也要谢谢我的家人一直包容我、保护我、支持我所做的一切...
少了你们，我真的不会拥有今天的生活...
我是幸福的!!!

I'm Back!!!

Yeah!! I'm back...
Never update my blog for more than half month...
I don't have the mood to update as I need to write it at home & post it while I'm in office...
Finally, I can online at home already...
I can also update my blog at anytime I want...
I just can't wait for next month coming...
I want to meet back all my friends...
I miss them a lot...
Michael just called me 2 days ago...
We never talk for quite a long time already...
As he is a busy man right now...
Working from day to night...
Saturday go for class...
Whole week busy with his activities...
I feel happy after talked with him...
All my depress feelings go away...
He used to be my listener all the time...
But now, we can't always talk like before already...
I really miss my university life a lot...
Sometimes, I will recall back all the happy moments i spent with them...
I hope that we can gather together next month!!!

Bad Thing Happens on Father's Day

Date: 21-06-2009

Today is not a good day for my family...

My younger brother being robs inside Mid Valley shopping centre...

He & his friend were walking out from MPH bookstore...

Suddenly, there are 3 people walk to them & pull them aside...

They asked for hand phone, ATM cards & the pin numbers...

My bro said those guys tell them that they are loan shark...

They asked both of them do not resist as they have 40 people outside there...

So, both of them don’t really dare to do anything...

He lost almost RM2000 for them...

What a bad luck he had today...

I told my mum that my dad went to celebrate Father’s Day already...

So, he didn’t taking care of my younger brother...

We always believe that my dad always blessing us from the place he is right now...

Luckily nothing happened to my younger brother...

He just loses money but not life...

If not, I can’t imagine on the consequences...

I always pray hard that nothing will happens on anyone of them...

We already lost our dad...

So, we can’t lose anyone anymore...

We say may be this is a huge misfortune that he can’t escape from it...

My mum & I were still talking about him when she fetches me back from work...

We are headache with the way he spent money...

He is not getting loan for this semester as his results not fulfill the requirement...

Therefore, we are headache with his living cost...

My sis & I need to take some part time jobs to support his financial condition...

Hopefully he will take this lesson & spend money wisely after this...

I need to repay back my loan, need to pay for my insurance, need to support him as well as giving some allowance to my mum...

I still want to continue for my ACCA exams...

All also needs money...Sigh...

I’m really needed to find few part time jobs already...

Heavy burden on my shoulder now...

But, I still have to face it with strong & happy manner...

I don’t want anyone to worry about me anymore...

So, I need to learn to settle up my problem on my own...

Losing Another Friend in My Life

Date: 20-06-2009

Early in the morning when I woke up today, I’m wondering why I dream of him...

As a matter of fact, I found his reply message on facebook...

A shock message from him...

No wonder I will dream of him...

The dream is like bringing some hint message to me...

He told me that was the last message for me...

As he already breaks his promise for many times to his girl friend...

His promise towards her is to totally lost contact from me...

Means that totally lose me as his friend...

I was sad when I saw that message...

This is because friends are very important to me nowadays...

I really don’t want to lose anyone of them...

Not even one of it...

I’m losing 2 friends already...

The first friend I lost really makes me disappointed on him...

I also don’t want to mention it here anymore...

Talking back bout this person...

I admit that I’m really angry & hate him so much when I found out he is cheating me for so long before this...

Until I lose my appetite, lose few kgs weight, lose concentration on my studies & even keep on crying in front of Shin for many times...

I can’t think of any reasons of him cheating me...

I’m really hurt that time...

Michael & Shin are the one who always cheer me up & enlighten me...

Of course, others also show their concerned towards me...

I’m really appreciating & touch for everything they done to me...

Even though I used to lose sight of them for a period, but they still accept me as a friend when I get back to them when I lose him...

They never left me alone when they know I need them...

Since after that, I slowly walk out from the sadness & concentrate on my studies & final exams...

Without them, I don’t think I can pass through all these & even my final exams...

After my final exams, I think of forgive him & accept him back as my friend...

I found that if I still hate him, I will not happy in my life...

Therefore, I started to talk back with him...

Forgiveness is good for both of us as well...

But, started from today, I will totally lose him as a friend in my life already...

I totally understand the reasons he need to do all these...

He just wanted to protect his love...

As if I’m in his girl friend’s position, I think I will do the same thing as well...

So, I won’t blame him for that...

I just feel very sad & too bad to lose another friend in my life...

Before this, I’m still thinking whether I should or should not invite him to my convocation...

However, he accidentally knows about the date of my convocation on the other day...

I know he will not attend for it even though he made promises to me before...

I know his condition right now...

Even though I’m really hoping for his attendance on my convocation, but I can’t & will not force him to do that...

After I read his message this morning, I wanted to find someone to talk with...

So, I called Shin just now...

Talked with her half way about her interview today, then she has things to do already...

Therefore, I don’t want to disturb her...

Then, I sms Michael...

I forget that he has class today...

So, can’t talk to him as well...

But, he still shows his concern towards me although he is not convenient to call me when he found out what is really happening on me from another friend...

Thanks, Michael!!!

You are always the best for me...

Although he is very busy nowadays...

At least he is still keeping me as his good friend inside his heart...

I also know that everyone is busy & I don’t hope to disturb them so much as well...

So, blogging will be my very best friend right now...

Anyway, even though we will be lost contact from each other...

But, I will forever treat him as my friend in my heart...

A friend that I always concerned for...

If one day he needs my help as a friend, I will still there for him...

That is my promise to all my friends...

I will never reject whenever my friends need my help...

Unless there is something bad or I can’t made it...

I’m sincerely hoping the best for him...

Hopefully, he will blissful & happy for his whole life...

And I also hope that he can really fight for his bright future...

Friend, no matter what you are going to do...

Don’t forget that, there is a lost contact friend that will always support you from the deep of my heart...

I really hope to see him success in one day...

Then, I will be happy for him already...

I already promise him that I will not interrupt his life anymore...

So, I will keep my promise as well...

Hoping that he will take good care of himself always...

I will learn to be strong whenever I meet problems like what he always told me to do...

Updates

Date: 16-6-09

I have been working for around half month...

But I haven’t updated anything about it yet...

I’m still remembering on the 1st day I went for work...

I almost entered to the wrong place...

Luckily, my mum reminds me on it...

Went up straight to the company...

However, there is nobody yet...

After waited for couple of minutes, only there is someone who came to open the door...

My colleague doesn’t know about my present for work as my boss didn’t tell them a single thing...

Then, 1 of my colleague which is my senior now, arranged for my seat & work to do...

I was so nervous for my 1st day working because I don’t have a single experience at all...

The funniest part was my boss thought I didn’t went for work...

He called me but I silent my phone...

I was concentrate doing my things until I don’t even notice my boss entered the office...

After that, he asked 1 of my colleague whether I came in for work or not...

Luckily, that person recognises me & told me that boss wanted to see me...

Day passes by...

Until today, I learned quite a lot of things in this firm...

My plan is going on smoothly right now...

Hopefully it will remains on...

I’m not regret to choose this company...

My boss also very nice & good...

He teaches me a lot of things as well...

He told me that, us, as human should always update ourselves...

Besides that, we should know other skills if we can do so...

What he said is right...

Learning will never end until we die...

1 sentence that he said, I keep in my mind deeply...

“Interest could be cultivated”

He told me his story about choosing accounting course...

At that time, he has financial problem for his further study on engineering...

Therefore, he decided to change his interest from engineering to accounting...

I found that his situation & mine is almost the same...

Both of us study pure science in Secondary school & know nothing about accounts...

But we put effort on what we chosen & we prove the sentence right...

He is success today & I’m managed to graduate from my Degree course...

So, I’m trying to use this sentence to advice someone that I chatted today as he told me that he plans to study back...

Actually, it is not late for us to do anything...

As long as we have the initiative to do it & complete up the whole things...

Hopefully he can find out the right direction that he wanted to go for & will success 1 day...

I will always support whatever my friends wanted to do, include him...

Some more he used to be the very important person in my heart before...

Although he ever hurt me deeply before, but it is doesn’t really matter for me already...

I’m just hoping the best for him...

Hoping that he is doing fine always...

Hoping that he is happy always...

Hoping that he is success in his career...

Blessing is the best thing for me to him right now...

I also don’t know why suddenly I will act like that...

May be I already can let go everything...

Or may be just like what Shin said...

The angel in my heart has beaten up the evil...

Who knows what will happen on next moment???

But I found I’m happier by doing all these...